Im a bit emo now cause of this decision making.
I have to & I need to transfer soon.
But I do not know how.
There are a lot of issues, variables, things, people for me to consider & make the best decision.
If Im going, it would be 2 years.
A lot of things are going to happen in this 2 year & Im not confidence that I can really handle it good.
Friends of mine are over there, but we are not taking the same course, so Im going to be alone over there which Im super worried about.
Can anyone be with me?
Leaving to a place which Im totally not familiar with, Im really scare of.
The one which I need to be around, will not physically be with me, I feel loneliness.
Maybe a lot if ppl will throw on a eye of envy-ness towards me, but untill this moment, I still feel regret that I choosed this course, started my relationship & made some wrong decision.
I dunno how to do now.
I need to make up my mind very soon cause the time is not waiting me.
2 years is not that long aint that short but still it is really hard for me.
Can somebody help me?
Im STUCK! FML.
this is a really good opportunity for you. although you will really feel so helpless and lonely sometimes (especially midnight) but you will get used to it one day. don't worry because everything will be solved. :D
ReplyDeletenew environment, new friends. not really that bad actually.
sometimes, long distance will make you more appreciate what you have and think about what is the best for you.
:)
No matter where you are going, trust yourself on doing whatever you want. You can do it.
ReplyDeleteAlthough your love ones, you friends and family ain't going to be there with you, but they will be in your heart for sure.
Think it another way, it might be a great exploration. Learning new things and new culture. Meeting new people are fun too..
Good luck girl :) All the best ~
just go ahead, don't afraid it.
ReplyDeletei will support!! always!!
because u r my mum.
无论天涯海角，
只要有skype,就不用怕寂寞~
It's your future babe.
ReplyDeleteThink wisely.
Yea it is difficult when you first reach here, but then, when time comes, everything will be alright.
I am now in Brisbane, not exactly alone. But somehow I am still alone.
There're diff culture ppl attitude, so you have to bear with it.
If you missed this chance, are you going to have another chance?
Plus, you're going to study, not anything else. You s till can enjoy there.
Just have faith and confidence in yourself.
Tell me your decision when you've made one. HAHA
JessieYJS
we need to meet up darling
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