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Monday, May 24, 2010

Say bye to Pigmentation.

Lack of update recently.
So, update a bit before I head to bed. =p

Well, Im nt lazy to blog, but just nothing much to blog recently.
There was a lot of things happened, but I can say not so important but also important. wtf Im talking??!
So yea, three weeks of holiday just passed and Im now back to my Uni life.
But uhm, it seems like a lot of ppl is very bothered about the subject offerred in this semester.
Is either not related to our major, dislike the lecturer, time clashes or hated to be in the same class with " someone" lol.
As for my situation, Im thinking whether should take only one subject or two.
One is rather too free, but two is just wasting my time, not related to my major and wasting my money.
So, yea...I have to think clearly or I should go meet my counsellor tmr and get some info from her whether I should take it or not.
Hopefully,ONE subject. hahaha. yes, im lazy.
So yea, that basically my first day back to Uni.

If you asked me what I've done during the holidays.
ehem...I would say, PPS marathon, drama marathon, outings with babes, part time job, and laser on my pigmentation (the bomb for my holiday).
Ppl who knows me will notice that my face have got some pigmentation or some call it freckles, but my dad call it mole.
My dad actually hope that I can take all the pigmentation off and so do I.
So, follow mum to the skin specialist, Dr.Ting and let him the take a look at it to find some resolution.
So, he decided to let me have laser on it.
At first I was a bit shocked so I asked him is there any other way to cure this but not laser?
But he said this is the best way and most effective 1.
I asked how long to recover, he said ONE week ONLY.
So I was like, SERIOUSLY? one week then I will then recover from the laser and have a so called clean face. lol.
So yea, why not just try it.
Since my mum is going to pay for me. thx mummy. haha
And mum supported me also.
I actually asked my mum, is laser part of plastic surgery?
My mum said OF COURSE NOT!haha
So, anyway. Laser-ed my pigmentation two days after the consultation.
Was pain, seriously. and I smell something burnt while Im on laser. lol.
The process was fast, it only takes like several mins, less than 10 mins I think.
But, after that, I look at the mirror. HELL NO! This is not me.
I was so shocked and sad, the feeling is actually difficult to describe. Im ugly, im pain, im done, im red, im hot, and yada yada.
My face was swollen, as in dot by dot, not whole face.
was so ugly, everyone was like staring at me on me so ugly face and tot I have got like some kind of disease on my face.
Was so red, and so pain. Pained for like the half of the day and I feel uncomfortable on those ppl staring on me like Im one of those monster aka alien aka ugly betty aka watever shit.
But the thing is, you know what the doctor told me after the laser?
He said," ok now done with the laser d, so within a week the dot dot dot will peel off, then after a week the dot dot dot will be a bit pinkish then turn brownish on the following 2 weeks, so I give you some lightening cream to put on la. Then after a month you come back and see me."
Im like WTF! I tot you said one week can recover.
Next week I need go go Uni d eh. How meet ppl o? lol.
So, yea.I actually felt a bit regret after the laser and I was down for a few days.
Staying at home, text my silly, and I dont even wan to webcam with the silly cause I dont want let him to see my ugly face and ruin his day seeing such a ugly thing.
Yea, I have this kind of silly thinking. Always.
And the day I did my laser was actually our 1st year anniversary leh.
So, I foreced myself to cancelled it. damn stupid, but so ugly. what to do?
I carried this ugly dot dot face for 4 days already, the first 3 days, it actually got no respond. Im hoping it to peel, but tak ada pun. Got sad got sad.
But, today...Im so happy, because it is peeling. OhGod! Damn super release and happy and excited. lol.
ok, so I just need to wait few more days and bear wit it then I will say bye to them.
I told my parent, dad even ask me to take picture of this ugly face and keep it. Lol. for what la dad?
My mum was so happy for me, she said, cun ju(in cantonese), also say will peel 1 la. Now ma peeling lo. sad wat. lol. ok, now i know mum. hehe
So, my friend and my baby boy. Bear with me also ok. just for few more days.hehe.
Im super happy nao~~


got lots to blog actually.
But it's late already, baby boy is asking to sleep earlier cos tmr I have got morning classes tmr.
So I will blog others maybe tmr? haha.

good night people.
good night loves.
ciaoz.

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